Fantasy Verses Reality

 

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Tuesday, Mar. 10, 2009             3:55 p.m.

 

 

KEITH: MY FIANCE


STARLA: MY OLDEST DAUGHTER BORN IN 1990


NEVAEH: STARLA'S 1ST DAUGHTER BORN 2006


FAITH: STARLA'S 2ND DAUGHTER BORN 2007


JASON: STARLA'S HUSBAND (ROLLS-EYES)



DYLAN: MY ONLY SON BORN 1992



KARIN: MY MIDDLE DAUGHTER BORN 1996



ELLIE: MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER BORN 1997



RONNIE: A MAN THAT I DEVOTED 3 YRS TO ONLY TO HAVE MY HEART RIPPED OUT.
(HE COMMITTED SUICIDE IN 2006)



CHRYSTAL: RONNIE'S DAUGHTER BORN 1990



JESSE: RONNIES SON BORN 1989- DIED 2009 SERVING THE US MARINES



LISA: RONNIES BABY GIRL BORN 1992



DAVID aka SG: MY X THAT WENT TO PRISON



JOHNNY: MY SOON TO B X-HUSBAND (WHEN THE $ ALLOW)



ROGER: DYLANS DADDY 2ND X HUSBAND



DONNIE: STARS DAD (NEVER LEGALLY MARRIED)



MARTIN aka DARKWOLF aka DARK PRINCE:

(A Guy I Dated) HE WAS A MAN WHO COULD DRAW YOU IN TO BELIEVING AND THEN STAB YOU IN THE BACK.



The Prince Of LoneStar: A REALLY SWEET GUY THAT I MET ONLINE. HE SEEMS TO ALWAYS BE THERE TO LEND ATTENTION MY WAY WHEN THE SKY IS DARK AND GLOOMY.



MICHAEL= MIKEY MY LIVE IN BOYFRIEND (2002-2005)



THE WPG: WICCAN/PAGAN GUILD This was a very large group of like minded pagans that played NEOPETS.
( http://www.neopets.com)



ARYN aka KASURA: X-MEMBER OF THE WPG aka THE MOMMA



MY MOM: Karen P. Spencer DIED JULY 4TH 1992 (MURDERED)



MY DAD:Jeffery Harmon tolson Jr. aka DOC TOLSON
A MAN WHO REPEATABLY ABANDONED, ABUSED, NEGLECTED, AND SEXUALLY MOLESTED ME THROUGHOUT MY CHILDHOOD, and ALWAYS FOUND A WAY TO JUSTIFY IT. (WE'LL JUST CALL HIM THE SPERM DONOR MOST THE TIME)



MARGIE AKA MY BITCH: MY BEST FRIEND IN VIRGINIA (SHHHH DON'T TELL HER)



ETHA AKA MY WIFEY: MY BEST FRIEND FROM OHIO WHO HAS STRONG OPINIONS THAT SOMETIMES GETS THE BEST OF HER.



GAELIC_LASS aka SHARON: FRIEND AND X-MEMBER OF THE WPG


TODD: SHARON'S X- HUSBAND -MOMMA's NEW HUSBAND�



CS: REAL LIFE FRIEND AND X-MEMBER OF THE WPG





JENNY: DAVID'S X AND MY NEWEST BEST FRIEND (U'LL NEVER FIND A SWEETER LADY)





ROSIE: MY REAL LIFE FRIEND AND X-ASSISTANT LEADER OF THE WPG



UNCLE TOMMY: MY MOM'S BROTHER�


JEWEL AKA MY GURLFRIEND: SHE IS THE WIFE OF JASON
"MY X BEST FRIEND" FROM MYYEARBOOK... BUT HE IS AN ASSHOLE.

JULIE:
ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS SINCE I WAS 12 YEARS OLD(7TH GRADE).

NDM
My VERY 1st REAL BOYFRIEND.

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