Fantasy Verses Reality

 

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2001-12-30 - A very discriptive story
2001-12-25 - Christmas eve
2001-12-21 - Holiday Blues
2001-12-18 - Blind Faith
2001-12-15 - Just another day!
2001-12-15 - TONIGHT LIFE JUST SUX!
2001-12-12 - Human Emotions
2001-12-11 - REALITY BITES
2001-12-10 - Kindered Spirits and the family behind me......
2001-12-06 - internet happieness
2001-12-02 - fantasy again
2001-11-29 - lil note 4 MOI
2001-11-28 - A FIGHT AGAINST ABUSE!
2001-11-26 - Again with the forbidden subject and other parts of life!
2001-11-24 - Windy emotions
2001-11-23 - Dealing with the past
2001-11-21 - RAGE ABOUT THE STEP MONSTERS!
2001-11-19 - Impulsive rearranging
2001-11-17 - NEOPETS and MY GUILD!
2001-11-15 - Just A joke From a Friend
2001-11-14 - I'm back! (not totally but able to stay on line)
2001-11-11 - back dated to add entry from 11-11
2001-11-12 - what going on...why no updates
2001-11-11 - ANNOYED!
2001-11-11 - just alil depression
2001-11-11 - Some food 4 thought!
2001-11-10 - feeling under the weather
2001-11-09 - awake and aware (guess that fits)
2001-11-08 - My good day!
2001-11-07 - OSCAR (the garbage puppy)
2001-11-07 - My diary and my links are my business!
2001-11-07 - I feel like shit! but I'm alive!
2001-11-05 - A lil catchup
2001-11-04 - LOANER RANTS "I hate this thing"
2001-11-01 - Karin disappears from school
2001-10-31 - Happy Samhain!
2001-10-30 - preparing for Samhain.
2001-10-29 - driving the fast lane backwards...
2001-10-27 - That damn man!
2001-10-25 - Did I forget somin yes, I did.....
2001-10-25 - Good Morning It's a bueatiful day!
2001-10-24 - Spirituality and my family
2001-10-24 - The endless wk of a stay at home mom.
2001-10-23 - meditation in progress
2001-10-22 - My boring life
2001-10-21 - web pages and thoughts about my nephew
2001-10-20 - where does the time go when you stay busy?
2001-10-19 - I'm changing my web pages
2001-10-17 - MY P.C. IS FINE!!!!!! YIPPY!!!!!
2001-10-17 - the way the ball bounces
2001-10-17 - Life goes on
2001-10-16 - life moves on
2001-10-15 - A day without a PC is a day without air!
2001-10-13 - etha made a choice!!!!
2001-10-13 - my friend the anti-wiccan and karin lost 1st tooth
2001-10-12 - It's my discission to be wiccan so quit trying to save me.....
2001-10-12 - To Say The Least
2001-10-11 - for cowbutts.
2001-10-11 - from me june 27th 2001
2001-10-11 - letter fm me june 26 2001
2001-10-11 - letters to and from june 25 2001
2001-10-11 - So they call 20 letters in 3 1/2 months stalking....
2001-10-11 - RE: Darkwolf's letter to Etha
2001-10-11 - Good Morning!
2001-10-10 - The power of the 1st ammendment freedom of speach!
2001-10-10 - OH darkwolf (he with no honor)
2001-10-10 - RE: Gretta's Entry in my guest book
2001-10-10 - a word of thanks 4 all my supporters...
2001-10-10 - lets figure out who's attacking who here.
2001-10-10 - just a thought!
2001-10-10 - WAHOO... FREE PUBLICITY
2001-10-10 - site meters r wonderful!
2001-10-10 - taken care of buisness and releasing the hurt just alittle more...
2001-10-10 - conversation about life living w/ darkwolf
2001-10-10 - conversation 6-2-01 (apollogy)
2001-10-10 - conversation between me and my darkprince 5-26-01
2001-10-10 - clips from conversation on june 12th
2001-10-10 - fm him june 11th 2001
2001-10-10 - more june 5th
2001-10-10 - email from him june 5th 2001
2001-10-10 - email from him june 4th 2001
2001-10-10 - email fm martin june 3rd 2001
2001-10-10 - email from him may 30 2001
2001-10-10 - email may 28 2001
2001-10-10 - email fm my dark prince may 27 2001
2001-10-10 - email from may 26 2001
2001-10-10 - email from dark prince june 18 2001
2001-10-10 - email from darkprince june 15 2001
2001-10-10 - another from june 14 2001
2001-10-10 - email from dark prince june 14 2001
2001-10-10 - email fm my dark prince june 12 2001
2001-10-10 - email from june 27 2001
2001-10-09 - and the dark prince rides!!! back up on his white horse!!!
2001-10-09 - rambeling about my dark prince....
2001-10-09 - CONTACT W/ MY DARK PRINCE!
2001-10-08 - NEW IMAGE!!!!!
2001-10-08 - heart break and those who live it.
2001-10-06 - AARON TIPPIN (YAHOOOOOO!!!)
2001-10-06 - the cow in a bikini at walmart!
2001-10-05 - headache gots me down... back to bed!
2001-10-02 - real world!
2001-09-29 - I WENT OFF !!!!!
2001-09-25 - another day down....rain and all
2001-09-23 - Getting closer three days to go!
2001-09-23 - Officially Ordained
2001-09-23 - Movin sux
2001-09-22 - I applied to b ordained.
2001-09-21 - life goes on and so shall I
2001-09-19 - SEPTEMBER 11th CONTINUED HATRID
2001-09-18 - Found a house!!!
2001-09-16 - MY OPINION!
2001-09-15 - new ribbon link and catch up!!!
2001-09-12 - My feelings about this tragity and us retaliation
2001-09-12 - TIME TO FACE THE SLUM LORD!!!!
2001-09-11 - terrorism in the usa and my life
2001-09-09 - Sorry ppl its been so long:(
2001-09-07 - My new position!!!!!
2001-09-06 - The 4 yr old dare devil school skipper
2001-09-06 - NO INTERNET!!!
2001-09-03 - 1980's v/s 2001
2001-09-03 - life
2001-09-02 - another day w/out luck
2001-09-01 - another house hunt down the drain....
2001-09-01 - JOKE Who said that????
2001-08-30 - A HOME, A HOME, OH WHERE IS A NEW HOME? LOL'
2001-08-30 - what goes around comes around
2001-08-29 - crazy existance.....
2001-08-29 - THE FRONT
2001-08-28 - LIFE SUX TODAY!!!!
2001-08-27 - INSPIRATIONS FROM A KNIGHT!!!!!
2001-08-26 - entrys to come...
2001-08-25 - GETTING OVER IT.....
2001-08-25 - IMBARRASSING PAIN AND SUFFERING....
2001-08-25 - THE IMAGINARY FAMILY
2001-08-23 - MY OUT LOOK ON RELIGION
2001-08-22 - holding cool....
2001-08-21 - moving in progress.......
2001-08-21 - WHAT NOW!!!!
2001-08-21 - THE PEP TALK!!!!
2001-08-20 - have to move!!!!!
2001-08-19 - A VOICE FROM THE GRAVE
2001-08-19 - QUESTIONABLE
2001-08-19 - MARBLES ON THE MANEL
2001-08-18 - MY NEW LOOK!!!!!!!
2001-08-17 - FIXING THE SCHEDUAL
2001-08-17 - THIS TO SHALL PASS!!!!!!
2001-08-16 - PMS AND EVERYTHING'S FINE!
2001-08-15 - My own battel with co-dependancy in a new light!
2001-08-15 - BROKEN WINGS
2001-08-15 - I'M A MOMMY!!!!!!!!
2001-08-14 - poem explanation about my feelings!!
2001-08-14 - A moment of sadness.....
2001-08-13 - The powerful word LOVE!
2001-08-12 - hospital bound
2001-08-12 - cyber love
2001-08-12 - THE MEMORANCE PAGE!!!
2001-08-10 - NEVER SAY GOODBYE!!!
2001-08-09 - Crazy Logic
2001-08-09 - imagination and fantasy land
2001-08-09 - Stop and smell the roses
2001-08-08 - GRADITUDE ( the hard way )
2001-08-08 - returning the blam to the owner!!!
2001-08-08 - BROKEN HOME BROKEN DREAMS!!!!
2001-08-07 - dream walker!!!!!
2001-08-07 - THIS IS A TEST!!! ARE U PROFESSIONAL MATERIAL???
2001-08-07 - insomnia again...
2001-08-07 - comparitive parenting
2001-08-06 - DEEP THINKING ABOUT HIM!!!!!
2001-08-06 - PRINCE OF SONORA!!!(ANOTHER FANTASY ABOUT MY DARK PRINCE)
2001-08-05 - WHAT A DAY!!!
2001-08-03 - computer life can drain u quick!!!
2001-08-03 - HTML.....I LEARNED!!!!!!
2001-08-01 - MUSHY MOMENTS!!!!AND DESIRES!!!!!
2001-08-01 - bills bills bills!!!!
2001-07-31 - MY DREAM!!!!!!
2001-07-31 - numbness
2001-07-30 - pathway to peace
2001-07-30 - 1/2 WAY FIXED HTML...
2001-07-30 - Stupid JESILYN messes up html...again!!!!!
2001-07-30 - REMEMBER ME!!!!!!!
2001-07-29 - divorce and children
2001-07-28 - self examination-writing my past.....
2001-07-28 - LOOSING EVERYTHING AGAIN
2001-07-28 - FINANCIALLY BETTER- EMOTIONALLY DEPRESSED
2001-07-28 - I GOT MY GED!!!!!!!
2001-07-28 - THE CITY COMISH HELPS
2001-07-28 - TRUCKERS ARE GOOD PEOPLE
2001-07-28 - PREGNATE AGAIN AND ON THE STREETS
2001-07-28 - GETTING OVER LOOSING JAMES!!
2001-07-27 - PLAIN SEX VERSES MAKING LOVE!!!!
2001-07-27 - learn to say no
2001-07-26 - LOOK GOOD FEEL GOOD!!!
2001-07-26 - a bit of self TLC
2001-07-25 - EXPLANATION ABOUT ENTRYS!!!!!!
2001-07-25 - MISSCARRAGE RUINS LIFE AT 15
2001-07-25 - pregnate and on the road again
2001-07-25 - NO HE LIVES!!!!!
2001-07-25 - A NIGHTMARE my dark prince dead?
2001-07-25 - road life begins age 15
2001-07-25 - back in the arms of my dark prince...
2001-07-25 - age 15 on my own ( freedom)
2001-07-25 - one day teen bride the next victam of ohio the next runaway...
2001-07-25 - abused again-and teen bride age 14
2001-07-25 - sex drugs and rock and roll adult child out of control
2001-07-25 - abused by the system then off to live w/ dad age 13
2001-07-25 - The abuse begins age 7-12
2001-07-25 - 1st seven years of my life
2001-07-24 - HTML SUX!!!!!!
2001-07-24 - doing good...
2001-07-24 - HOT PASSION thoughts of my dark prince
2001-07-24 - FORBIDDEN FANTASYS
2001-07-23 - TIRED AND THINKING!!!!!!!
2001-07-23 - HERE WE R AGAIN!!!
2001-07-21 - NOT A BAD DAY!!!!!
2001-07-21 - New Dog " MISSY LYN"
2001-07-20 - ANOTHER DAY!!!!!!
2001-07-19 - ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!!!!
2001-07-19 - the surviver
2001-07-19 - ANOTHER NIGHT IN PARADISE YAH RIGHT>>
2001-07-16 - A SEARCH 4 LOVE
2001-07-15 - A LOVE 4 ME
2001-07-18 - untitled
2001-07-13 - do u know
2001-07-12 - reality
2001-07-18 - STEP KIDS WHERE DOES THE STRESS END!!!
2001-07-17 - 7 kids...remodeling
2001-07-12 - another dose of co-dependancy
2001-07-11 - sick and tired.....
2001-07-11 - SLIGHT CASE OF CODEPENDANCY
2001-07-09 - shit hits the fan
2001-07-07 - MY FIRST BITCH SESSION!!!
2001-07-06 - OPTIMISTIC
2001-07-06 - The Poetic Bitch
2001-07-06 - Thats Who I Am

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

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"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

 

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