He said he will be back tomorrow afternoon; sometime and asked if everything was ok. I told him I thought he had forgotten me again. He said no, I said I could see that, thank you. It was as if someone has gave me a million dollars, my teary eyes began to glow. He may not have called between noon and two but he called!!!! HAPPY DANCE

Now, I sit here with my mind drifting in and out of reality as different scenes flash inside my mind. One moment, my mind concentrates on figuring out how to talk him into staying. The next, it focuses on a second idea. What if I moved there?

My fingers begin to press the keys and search the site engines for Spokane rentals and Universities. The first thing I find is a five-bedroom (could be and maybe more) home for fewer than nine hundred dollars.

Here are a sample of the places I found:

1. http://www.rentclicks.com/display.asp?ws=389&adid=108067 :

South Hill Split Entry home at 3908 E 7th. This home has 3 bedrooms and 1 3/4 plus another 3/4 bath. It has range, refrigerator, dishwasher and hookups for Washer and Dryer. There is an informal dining area, a finished basement with family room, a fenced yard and single car garage with opener. There is also a sprinkler system. $250 pet Deposit. And rents for $850 a month with a 750 deposit. Look at that yard!

Surely this isn�t the only good deal in Spokane�

As far as my education goes there seems to be a selection of sources:

1. Washington University:

2. Witworth costs about 35,000 a year

3. Gonzaga University

Average Cost of Attendance for the 2005-2006 Academic Year:

Tuition: $23,140 (full-time student, including activity fee)
Fees: $400
Room & Board (meal plan): $6,930
Books & Supplies: $850
Personal expenses: $1,700
Transportation: $1,200

Total estimated average cost: $34,220

It�s one of those wishful thinking things. Isn�t it? I stare at the screen, thinking, �I wonder what he would do if?� sigh I have to be insane.