"The lonely Road Of Parental Nightmares"
2006-07-20
3:01 p.m.
Life is still extreamly rough like the morning tide. New things drift in and out. The mahor thing right now is that I don't know when Star and Jay are going to go ahead and get married and move on. It's apsolute torcher and all I know is that I can't wait for all this to pass and my life to get better. At this point I find myself wondering what is worse the pain of losing my grand-daughter when they leave or the pain of having her parents rip my heart out while they are still here. I guess I'll just consume what time I can w/ her and make the best of each moment that I can. I mean, I know one day Star will regret what she is doing, and until that day comes I still have three other kids to care for. I still have to get up in the morning and clean the house, deal w/ day to day life, and keep it together. I suppose this is one of those parental nightmares that you can either survive or suffer a emotional death from. Either way I know I have to move on and continue my journey. In doing so I will be more capible of helping her later when she seeks advice.
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