Fantasy Verses Reality

 

OPTIMISTIC

2001-07-06             3:08 p.m.

 

 

Good afternoon,

life in my world is anything but normal.....kids running thru the house screaming....my oldest daughter is 11.... she had me dye her hair yesterday....and today she's wearing make up...and puting on nails......not to mention she is painting them blue....

my son....kid needs help!!!! he won't stop picking on my babys...and if he don't pull up those pants I'm gonna scream........ the babys well (they aren't babys anymore but to me they will always be my babys)

they are getting into everything...toys, water and messing with my cat.....agh!!!! Ellie pulled his ears...yep I'm going crazy......Any one want some kids.......FREE!!!!!! NOT!!!!!!! they are mine and I love them.....

anyway...the house is clean...and I do believe I am alittle on the bored side.. but of course every minuet has a new challange....Here it is summer but it's tooo hot to do anything outside....unless u want to sweat your ass off and thats not really me....lol....

I still haven't heard from my dark prince which is the x b/f I refered to in the earlier entry... I think he is a wonderful pagan guy..... even though his morals may not seem to practical to the " normal world" I'm very optimistic though that the gods above will bring him around to contact me again.......

I think I'm gonna close with one of my favorite quotes from jon bonjovi....

IT'S MY LIFE IT'S NOW OR NEVER I AIN'T GONNA LIVE FOREVER!!!!!!!!

PEACE B WITH U,

JESILYN

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