OK ANY ONE IN FOR HEARING A BITCH SESSION???????????

I told u my life is full of excitement... well listen to this.... My daughter who is 11 yrs old...caught my boyfriend of two years kissing the drunk neighborhood slut that lives next door...yep...it's true....Am I pissed..... well u can say that... am I furious well..... u can say that toooooooo....... but at the same time I am in a slight way hopeful that he will leave..optimistic really...he has never loved me in two years and I have hung on thinking that my love could keep things together... I know stupid huh?? I know from the past that one sided relationships never work out......but still I can not go down in thee books as being a quiter..so I put 110% into it and made my mark in time......this by no means makes jesilyn a push over no!!!!!! I just am no quitter until the end is finial...

I know you are asking yourself now what??? right???? well I'm just gonna let nature take it's course...he will move on and i will get another chance to find mr. right.....that is if he exisists.. I told u I am no quitter..I just keep trying.never really wanna marry again.that shit is for the birds. a peice of paper that says u can be owned by another.. bonded by law to be together even when things get sour....never ever again..not this bitch.and yes right now the bitch has been unleashed to do as she will.......

I do believe that a meditation is in order...something simple and sweet. something to get the god flowing..add an ora in the air that will make him living in this house very uncomfortable.....

I will worry about that later...for now lets talk this out....

A> I could throw his shit out in the yard but, I gave my word that I'd never do that so........that idea is canceled..

B> I could go over there and kick some ass...... yah I could but where would that leave my kids when I end up in jail......well another brilliant idea down the drain..

C> I can wait until he comes home and throw a hissy... no....I won't even let him know he is bothering me.....thats even worse.....

D> I could pack everything I own and leave his ass... but where would a singel mom who knows no one go at 3am........lol nowhere....so thats also out of the question.....

E> most reliable sleep on it....make plans and move on...yep thats it thats what I will do......

ok now that we got that solved....I guess I will close... believe me this is not over.....not in a million years.. so stay tuned I'm sure things are about to get spiced up.......

just call me jesilyn the retaliating bitch.....bye now!!!!!!

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