Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

A search for love

lonliness and sorrow a feeling of doubt,

secrately hoping for a better way out....

looking and praying and trying to see...

if there is a life, that is waiting on me..

A life that will take the hurt from my heart,

A life that will build a flame from a spark...

A baby blue sky, where the rain never falls,

a world where I can tear down all my walls...

A strong and kind man to ease all my fears,

with a love that is capible of lasting for years......

with a heart that excepts me just as I am...

with two loving arms, and two loving hands..

a comfortable life, with less worry and pain...

a life where I will not feel ashamed.

A life where I wake up and am glad I'm alive.

A life where I don't have to mearly survive....

so I will keep searching and hoping to find

A love that I can truely call mine.

I have alot to give, with my heart full of love

I really don't think that I'm asking too much .

by: jesilyn tolson

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

WARNING:

This is my diary. You are a guest. So, please respect my sacrid space, as you would want someone to respect yours. Remember, I do NOT have to keep a public diary. I do this so that others who have similar situations, do not have to feel alone...

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