STEP PARENTING EWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyday a differant challenge especially when dealing with other peoples children.my b/f's oldest daughter is crossing my last nerve...no matter what I say to her she either has a smart ass comment or she flat T ignores me.now I know this child does not have a hearing problem.she just don't care....

she wants to sit and tattle, be lazy and talk back.if she ain't complaining then she ain't being chrystal....yep..life is a challenge everytime these kids come as if I'm not stressed enough and ronnie hell he's no help all he does is sit on his ass in his room with his nose in the tv.shit he don't care what they do just leave him alone...

As for me I am sweating like a dog feeling like a slave and about to loose my mind...TIME OUT JESI BREATH!!!! I am trying to take control back from the children of this house but it is difficult...

The more I work the more they mess...I know this is part of being a child I know this all to well but tired is more than the word means...

I am not about to let this place get the best of me....I will stay positive...I will keep trying....All I have to do is make it until the 29th and I'll have 3 less children and it may be alittle easier..

Then when he moves out maybe me and my kids can make a new start...It's gonna be difficult and I am going to have to learn to let go of men and my co-dependancy...but surely this ain't impossible...

There......I guess I have rambeled enough I FEEL BETTER I HAVE VENTED........ Now I think I'm gonna go play with my neopet ANGEL_24577 and relax....

have a lovely day/night

I know I'm gonna try to.haha...

jesilyn

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