ANOTHER NIGHT IN PARADISE YAH RIGHT>>
2001-07-19 1:37 a.m.
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Another amazing day....... fight fight fight..... yep the story of my life.if one kid ain't causing shit the other is..fun huh? never a dull moment.. chrys. his oldest attacked my son.he punched her in the face..u c my kids hav taken abuse from these kids for awhile now esp. from crystal.. now pay backs r in order.... personally I wouldn't care if they all ganged up and wipped her ass........ i can't hardly stand the child any more.yes I love her but love and like r 2 differant things...lol I chose to love her but I can't force myself to like her right now.... Isn't that a horrable thing to say???? How can u feel this way about a child...but, shit....she is so hard to deal with and she's not mine so I have no control.....at all.. and rl hell he ain't worth shit... I finially put her in her dads room and shut the door.let him deal w/ it..I'm done.... about 10 more days thats it..now I can deal w/ this monster for 10 days.. surely it will get better right????/ please tell me it will.... My pc. and my drives is my only peace and quiet. My neo pet is my fun and at least she can't talk back too much..lol u know neo pets r relaxing and fun....I just wish i knew more things to do w/ her...... well any way I'm gonna check on angel and then go to bed c ya later...bye bye...... jesilyn |
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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.
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