Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

I AM SURVIVING.......

Yes...I am.....lol, no really today hasn't been as bad matter of fact it's been quite good.. but, shhhhhhh don't tell these kids.....lol...i'm still counting down the days until the other kids leave but i am still hopeful that the situation with my darling step daughter will turn around.....

as for me and rl. well, we still aren't talking much.

but we aren't fighting for now either. and i infisixe 4 now.......

today i played with angel and took the time to go through the diaryring list... i noticed alot of interesting rings and placed the ones closest to me on mine.... some of them were hard disicissions but i think i made the right ones.i'm me and what the hell should i care if i'm accepted or not..lol..i'd rather b differant and comfortable with myself than be like the normal introverts who hide until they explode...

My life is interesting and I like extrodanary things... I don't think that makes me crazy....

well....... anyway I guess I'll close for now..

may the gods b with u..always.....

jesilyn

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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This is my diary. You are a guest. So, please respect my sacrid space, as you would want someone to respect yours. Remember, I do NOT have to keep a public diary. I do this so that others who have similar situations, do not have to feel alone...

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