A NOT TO BAD DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

we went to the lake.....I'm tired but pretty happy.... we took both side neighbors and all 7 kids....The only trouble we had was our ass hole neighbors the ones no one on the block likes happen to be there...now mind u these people are like the clampets off the beverly hill-billys..... except that they are less classy and harder to deal w/....they don't watch their kids and they don't care how they act...their house stinks and they are filthy...

well any way I had to force myself to stay calm and relax and over look the comments being said , like when they refered to me as shamo......u know a whale.. I know I might b 30 lbs over weight but I am not a whale...I am not happy about my weight and would love to b the goddest I know I was b4 I had kids but I have faced the facts I'm not 16 any more..

so FUCK THOSE DAMN ROBERTSONS after all Ronnie Robertson Is a huge man who surely scrunches his wife anyway........

Well....I'm not gonna focus on that any more it's over and I had a great time despite their shit......It was nice watching the kids play in the water and to c the stars and waves........

Star got to spend time w/ her b/f today...It was so sweet watching the tender puppy love..he adores her and is just so sweet......he put his arm around her and stroked her hair...never touching her in a wrong fashion not so much as a kiss but a tender look and a warm fuzzy feeling...I could tell she felt like a princess...and i like seeing her happy both those kids have been thru so much..my daughters father committed suicide three yrs ago and she deals w/ it in her own way..his mother walked out on him his sister and brother and dad two years ago. so they share a need.I hope they are helping each other to heal......

any way have a good night/day.

write again soo.......

jesilyn

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