WELL HERE WE ARE AGAIN......

I have a few minuets of peace and quiet..the kids went some where for a few hrs and

I am all alone!!!!!!! YIPPY..... MOMMY TIME!!!! that's awful ain't it..nahhhhhhhh everyone needs time to breath without their kids.. It has definately been a crazy week with 7 kids.. I never imagined I'd be like this I planned my 4 and had 4 now I am with a man who has 4 of his own even though amy is grown..

Speaking of HIM.... we are getting along right now and life is much less chaotic but he is still talking about his own place which is perfectly fine with me.... I don't know what exactly my life has to offer me right now but on the up side I am very optimistic.... I will never give up on happieness .... I believe that if I will it it will happen eventually..... The gods and godesses are looking after me and I know it....

Today I have wked hard and its not over yet.I mowed our yard and that my dear was work..I have blisters all over my hands I am not use to manuel labor but I am not gonna rely on a man either..I will prove to him i don't need a man to take care of me... I have never been afraid of wk and as far as sex goes shit keep me in batteries and the hell with men.... I know that was cruel but if it's true then so b it right????

well......I'm gonna close for now I will probably write more later....

JESILYN

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