weeeeeeeeee hrs of the morning but I decided to give ya'll another dose of jesilyn's life story.....we shall say it is the first 7 yrs of my life in a breif run down.... read if u dare...........

My name is Jessica Lynn Tolson Montgomery, I am 28 years old. I was born on Feb. 9th, 1973. In MIddletown Ohio. My parents were Jeffery Harmon Tolson born July 29, 1956 and Karin Peggy Smith

born Aug. 3rd, 1957. My parents were mere children when they married When I was born they were only fifteen and sixteen year old kids. The marriage did not last and when they divorced I went to live with my great grand parents Rose and Laxton McIntyre. They were wealthy people with many powerful friends . I remember growing up the first seven years of my life as a functional child who got everything I needed. Everything that is except true love from my parents and family.

I was a pawn, a barganing tool. I was used to cause my parents pain.

On visitation days Rose would make promises of great presents and adventures that she planned if I stayed home. I was normally left in tears pulling out in a car with my mother. Kicking and screaming I would go on the visitation. Within a few hours I would calm down and

begin enjoying the stay. Just to go through the crying spells all over again when it was time to leave and go home.

I don't remember much about that part of my life although I know it was full of luxerous gifts, big holidays and always torcher concerning visitation. When my father would get me Rose would say don't let Karin see her, When my mother got me Rose would say don't let Jeff see her. Tug of war with a life was a difficult thing.

At seven I went to live with my mother after a brief phone conversation. Laxton told my mother that he could no longer handel the little bitch to come get me now..... At that time I realized just how cold my family could be. I was upset by his words but, finially I would get what I had always wanted, I was going to live with my mother......

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