Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

( abused by a man then abused by the system and on to live with dad)

That's how Butler County got involved in my life. I was forced into counseling, forced to tell every heart breaking detail over and over again. My counselor Dr. Scott worked hard on my healing proscess

and after several months he decided that I was ok and would hold out and live a productive life. He dropped us from his list and told the courts that further counseling was no longer nescasary. Instead of taking his advice they forced me into a new program in an office where the workers were old, angry, and uncoroperative. They placed blame on my mother my father and in ways I think she placed blame on me. Needless to say that our meetings did apsolutely nothing for my mental statude.

It was during this time that I was living with my father my choice of course I asked for it with the judge. Dr. Scott agreed that it would be a good change. I was then where I wanted to be again, But again the situation would turn aggressive. My father decided enough was enough I was being torchered by the agencys that were there for my protection. Every apointment left days of nightmares and outbursts.

My father had me pack my belongings and we left on his semi-truck to an undeturmined area.

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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