( age 14 victam again and then teen bride)

I had only one real boyfriend during this time a guy I met through a mutral friend at school in Fayetteville Arkansas. This guy introduced me to a new way of life. At the time neither of us knew the impaact this relationship would have. I went to my first N.A. meeting and though I was still in denial I listened. After wards I had an experiance of a life time. This teenage boy of only 14 years of age was going to take me on the most romantic adventure. To my dismay we moved shortly after and right before i left i gave him a gift one that for so long was taken. I do believe that was the first time i knew love.....

The next stage of my life left me feeling more a victom than I had ever known. Buzzy was not my father so I marked him off as a sick pervert and I was not about to allow him to spoil my future. But now I was being faced with an even worse issue. MY FATHER.........

Alone with my father I traveled never staying in one place or the other never finishing a year of school or being allowed to make close friends.My father would start each episode the same way. You see my father was a practicing warlock and used that to over power me.

Never in a million years would I tell especially after what happen the last time. So I pulled myself up by my boot straps and decided that Something somewhere had to change. I had been the toy of two men now and It was time that I got passed this........

At fourteen I agreed to marry my off and on boyfriend Johnny Montgomery who at the time was twenty-two years old. This was a discission my father made. The courts were getting ready to intervene and he was going to get the last word if he had to sacrafice me to get it. I was more concerned with moving on with my life and being a child I wanted a family even if I had to make my own......... ******

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