(back in the arms of my dark prince at last)

The thing I remember the most is my boyfriend, a face from the past I never thought I'd see again. Love immedately escalated into full passion.

There I was happy during the day with a boy that I loved and desparate at night for the fear that I had.

Within a couple months money started to run short I needed to do something. At fifteen even being married no one would hire me. So I became desparate for a solution. I was attending Narcodics ann. with my boyfriend I was clean half the time. and I met a real nice older gentalman who would make me an offer I could not refuse. I knew It was wrong but hay what did I have to loose no one ever had to know right. He offered me $400.00 to pose for four nude pictures. Needless to say it payed my rent and I had made it through one more month........

The relationship between me and my boyfriend was spoiled when I thought I was pregnate. Although planned and upset by past tests this time things were differant. He informed me that he was only 16, he still lived at home, he had a future planned and was not ready for the duties of being a father yet. He insisted on an abortion which I did not believe in. I became close to a mutural friend who moved in to take care of me. No sexual relationship just roomies.

When sparks between martin and I started to fly Donnie stepped in. He told me he had an arguement with martin and during this arguement informed Martin that if he couldn't be a father step down and he would be a man and take care of me and the child. Thats where it ended for me and Martin. A few nights later Mine and donnies relationship became broader than ever. I also found out that the pregnacy was false again I thank god that I made it through..............pt5**********

( later u will know what really happen the deciet we were really being put under by someone we both trusted!!!! boy were we wrong dead wrong)

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