Have u ever heard the old saying that if u wake up in a bad mood all u have to do is dress up and it will brighten ur additude........WELL IT WORKS!!!! look good feel good!!!!

I woke up this morning feeling really really gloomy...My self image was poor. all I could do is frown when I looked in the mirror...SOOOOOOOO, I decided to save my day...alter my appearance with some make up and dress in jeans and my favorite red shirt, I fix my hair in a cute kiddie fashion u know with those little clips and twists.lol Now I feel great!!!!!!

I know that there is alot of emotional support missing in my life and I have to work extra hard to feel good about myself.. but, then again this has been a life struggel...I try to keep a positive view even when I feel like crap... which is quite often I must admit..

I want to be the happy little woman with the perfect figure and happy happy additude....the type that everyone loves and I wanna susceed in a great career.be able to take the dream vacations and feel great all the time BUT, this isn't the life style I have been blessed with....One day though I will have a better life.I will find MR. PERFECT and I will have the support that I have been seeking all my life.... until then I will dream of these things and use my skills to improve my life to the best of my ability....

After all I have friends who love me and children who adore me....And for what its worth I am happy.......

so if that is bad........hell...with it......

ITS MY LIFE!!!!!! IT"S NOW OR NEVER!!! I AIN"T GONNA LIVE 4-EVER!!!!

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