Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

April 1989, It happen I was so sick so Donnie took me to the doctor and we found out that I was again pregnate.... I cried and went into denial which continued until months after I had Starla... During the earley pregnacy we had an ultrisound which said we were having twins... WOW.... TWINS.... I started collecting small idems unlike b4 when I sold everything that belonged to james... but bibs a few blankets but that was it...

We ended back out on the streets where we lived until I was 6 months along... I got sickly and frail...I wasn't gaining weight .....hum I guess thats cause I wasn't eating right.after all we were homeless and might have ate every other day..what was my body to do? duh....

truckers fed us and gave us places to sleep and even provided shower tickets everyday (justabout) I would sleep just to keep the pain from killing me.. It was hard but I believed as long as I hung on life would get better and it did..........

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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