Do you know what it's like to write your life story?

Do you know how enotional that can be on a person..

then as you reread it you tend to remember other things you had forgotten...

But still I believe there is a self theropy in all this . surely some one out there will read my journel and realize that they are not alone. maybe they will realize that they are among the normal people , or maybe they will think to themselfs that

life is worth living because others are able to move on...whatever this does for the readers i hope that it's good..

I don't search for pity, I am not looking for a shoulder to cry on.I am a person whose main goal is to help others believe in them selves...I want to help others find strength in theirself as I have and if I meet someone along the way who can help me then great I can use the support as much as the next person...

Today I felt depressed but I was not about to let this continue so i started writing and I wrote until I felt better.. I did some real soul searching and I realized that hay nothing is as bad as it seems...

I dusted myself off and put on my smile and made the best of things . I'm proud of myself.I didn't let the world keep me down.....GOOD JOB JESILYN GOOD JOB!!! yes I am taking time out to pat myself on the back.....and so should the rest of u.....go ahead and pat urself too.think of onething that makes u feel good.onething that u do great and use that to build on..thats what I do....

please remember that I have archeived my life story in the older entrys and will continue to update it as I can so watch both places...

JESILYN

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