Hello there,

I have no kids but nothing to do either..Guess u can say I'm alittle on the bored side....I been downloading cd's all day onto my media player that way if i do have a good party I will have never ending music...

I did my nails again (of course I painted them black)

any other color just wouldn't b me...lol...

I spend alot of time day dreaming these days drifting off in the music of my own mind..lol...

I guess it eases the pain and sorrow along with my fears.I don't wanna jump any more so I spend alot of time thinking about what lies ahead in my future.trying to predict what my actions will creat..

I hate all the hurry up and wait shit.....u go to the store rush around and then wait in line for 20 minuets....yep thats my luck, but, I take it in stride..lol.......

I actually woke up b4 noon today but guess what? I forced myself back to bed., I thought , wel....... I can get up but why no one is home and house is clean so why bother..right??? who am I hurting.I am saving my self a few hrs of boredom.....that solved that.i just slept my day away, like always.......

JESILYN<---- needs a life.......full of excitement... not ness. partys but fun.... and above all I need to quit letting myself be a hermit... life is too short and I do believe I am waisting mine by sitting at home alone all the time..

OH WELL....... I'll figure it out later for now I will just say good bye and have a good one......

JESILYN

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