DEEP THINKING ABOUT HIM!!!!!
2001-08-06
7:04 p.m.
Every day that passes I figure that the desires will faid twords the love I miss so desparately....But, instead I find that they are still lingering inside my mind...everyday I hope to again catch a glimpse of my dark prince...He is hiding from me I know he is.just a touch of a key away and I figure he learks watching what I write and hiding to save the feelings of his girlfriend.. But, I know from personal experiance that hiding those feelings will just put them away for awhile..eventually they will surface and bug you until you react.... Any way there isn't much I can do except wait and wonder what he is thinking..in the mean time I will continue to write the fantasys as I live them in my mind..... I think they are interesting..u might too...lol....... I been watching her diary too for anything that happens in their life...I am becoming quite a fan of hers.maybe its an obsession... but her words sometimes leave me feeling closer to him then I normally do...she writes about the baby and their life.I wish she would be a friend but, thats a differant subject...also not my choice and definately beyond my control...... any way I will close for now....more inspiration may come later....maybe a new story......***SMILES*** jesilyn
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