Oh goodness, here it is 4am and by some weird reason as exausted as I am I am still awake..

I have tried everything to make my self tired.I cleaned the kitchen cabnets, rearranged the can good shelf I scrubbed the floors, did stars dishes since she is at her x step dads.. I folded 3 loads of clothes and cleaned the living room from ceiling to floor, rearranged my desk...even wiped the walls..... now after everything else i did today u would think this crazy woman could sleep but, NOOOOO!!!!!!!! I am back on the computer clicking the key board.this insomnia is for the birds....

I really have to get my schedual strait...these kids r depending on me to make sure they get to school on time.and how can I when i can't sleep at night...huh..any one know that answer???? lol..yah right...

I know tomorrow is shopping day.grocery stores, coupons, and tired feet..mmmmmmmmmmm hum....

big fun!! Not!!!!! I love to shop for anything but food..... so I go only once a month for all the basics...meat, can goods box goods then all i need later is bread, milk eggs u know stuff that never lasts...

I hope to get the kids bedrooms done tomorrow I might even rip the carpet outta stars room.if I decide to tear it completely down...not to mention finish my yard....yippy then I will b done.until the little critters get home and tear everything back up.... mother hood with 4 kids is a never ending job especially when u are raising them by urself......even though I have rl. I know I am on my own...He never helps...

Ok...I might be able to sleep now......i will write more later

c-ya,

JESILYN

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