Fantasy Verses Reality

 

cyber love

2001-08-12             5:30 a.m.

 

 

CYBER LOVE

have you ever met someone on line who can speak to your soul..as if they knew your every thought...

complete strangers who for a moment intime feel a connection stronger than the pull of gravity.....

Very few here on line have i found that can touch my heart... but last night while i sat greiving, a man from cyber space came calling..... his words touched my heart and his humor brought a warm touch to my soul...a connection that I needed for sometime...

twas as if he were sent at that moment from an unknown universe to wash away my sadness and fill the needs that was creating my pain....... unlike most his words were not sexual but romantic just the same....

we spoke of life, love, religion.....we joked...I laughed harder than I had in months...

In many ways he reminded me of my dark prince...who now ignores my every attempt at contact...... His words sounded so familure yet differant completely.

It's a fantasy land..... but a grand place...My imagination sends me into the arms of another... and I find myself closing my eyes in order to wisk away in the peaceful day/night dreams......

Starving for the attention it is quite easy to get lost..lost in kind words, sweet smiles and compliments.... Blushing like a school girl...making secrate wishes that the person on the other side just might b the prince charming of my future..

Yes, sweet is the imagination...My own special haven.where I can stole away and be anything, have everything, and feel loved......

The imagination combined with the knowledge that there is a soul existing out there that is willing to give a small amount of time to make me feel better inside..... Technology is a wonderful thing.... for the lonliness has gone from my life if only for a moment!!!!!!

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