Fantasy Verses Reality

 

INSPIRATIONS FROM A KNIGHT!!!!!

2001-08-27             1:17 a.m.

 

 

TONIGHT I AM NOT GONNA WRITE A LONG DRUG OUT MEANINGLESS ENTRY...INSTEAD I WISH TO LEAVE HERE WORDS TAKEN FROM A CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND MY CYBER SOUL MATE...HE IS MY INSPIRATION THIS EVENING AND DESERVES TO BE ACCREDITED FOR MY PEACE WITHIN.....WITH THAT i WILL CLOSE AND LET HIS WORDS TAKE YOU AWAY...TO A WORLD WHERE MEN STILL KNOW HOW TO ROMANCE A WOMAN....IT IS SO UNFORTUNATE THAT HE AND I LIVE SO FAR APART AND THAT HE IS TAKEN...WOULD SCOOP HIM UP IN A HEART BEAT(SHHHHHHHHH THIS B OUR SECRATE!!!!) jesilyn

(WORDS OF INSPIRATION)

I close my eyes....to wordly skys... I leave behind the day...but deep within me..I chase my thoughts away..

as love comes to hold me..the strength flows into me

the voices offer peace...as spirit and flesh become one to be...

I reach out to touch her face...to only see it silentlu slip away....

with fingers closing....heart slowing....

head bowed in a hurtful lost......embrace

winds of discontent flow past me...waking me to reality...

with eyes closing once more...in hopes of love will find its lost way back to he

as i follow the wind...to where i do not know...to the futures past...

where I will find a silver tightrope...

to be walked to ........places unknown....

for it is better...than the present place of life....

and heart...no matter where it might lead

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was it summer when the winds went dry..

or was it only just a dream?

the dreams of mad man moon...come dance with me..

feel the sand under our feet..

lift me higher..

as we find the love lost to so many....

to where it may go....look no further than than inside...as it was there always...

the key to the heart of others...is only as far as the love that you give

some are wise..some otherwise...some look upon us as strange...others not..marching to the promised land...

come take me by my hand..

the face in the water looks up....

sail away .....ripples never comes back.....

far away she goes....to that land where no one can harm her

angels never know the time...my what a jealous fools they are..

not to witness and know her true inner beauty...

For she will never be back.....

looking back for the last time....a smile comes across her face...

knowing that she gave all the love she could give...

as the angels close the book...and the story ends.....

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I took myself a blue canoe...as I floated like a leaf...

in my merlin sleep.....

crazy was the feeling..

restless were my eyes...

my arms...there paralyzed

where to now St.peters

if its true i'm in your hands...

so where to now..show me.....which road I'm on......

dirty was the daybreak...deadly was the shot....

as body falls....to the ground....cover me with thy soil....

so where to now St.peter...show me which road I am on....and where to thy soul from here

(THE END- HOPE IT TOUCHED UR SOUL AS IT DID MINE)

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