Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

Tis a life style I want to leave behind. this life style being co-dependancy,hurt and pain..

I also would leave behind the loveless relationships that seem to find me...I have been unsuscessful over the last 10 years. but optimistically I continue to search for the freedom...

Do I know why I just said that? NO I DON'T!!! but it came naturally....

These days I have been spending countless hours examining my past present and future...ready to regain the knowledge that I once had...Who is jesilyn? what does she stand for? what makes her happy? clueless questions that tend to haunt my mind....

It's one of those things I guess....to let u know I went to the lawyer today...to make a long story short. They r gonna try to bide me some time ask for a continuance that in it's self would set it farther away. I am definately moving it's just a matter of time b4 I can...we r searching all over this town and still hoping for luck to set in...56 phone calls and not one house...oh well my ship will come in...all i can say is I hope it is soon....

JESILYN

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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This is my diary. You are a guest. So, please respect my sacrid space, as you would want someone to respect yours. Remember, I do NOT have to keep a public diary. I do this so that others who have similar situations, do not have to feel alone...

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