Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

if this don't make sence don't worry...nothing in my life does....this is an out let for that i am feeling.....................

THE FRONT

waiting on pins and needles..

wondering what the moment will bring.

will i feel complete or silly once again...

life is cruel and heart break real..

love is an illusion only lucky folks feel..

life is dim, and my heart grows week...

fearing I will never find

what would make me complete...

first a prince, then a knight...

slipping away like the stars in day light...

I grasp and I hide what exsists behind walls.

I can not allow pity to fall....

got to hold up the front...

gotta show i am strong...

gotta make the clown carry on...

so put on the make up, and post a smile...

pretend that u're happy with mere survival.

JESILYN

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

WARNING:

This is my diary. You are a guest. So, please respect my sacrid space, as you would want someone to respect yours. Remember, I do NOT have to keep a public diary. I do this so that others who have similar situations, do not have to feel alone...

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