Today was long, and I do not feel like I accomplished much....at least I tried...We drove to Madison Heights which is about 2 hrs from home...looking to move there u know bigger city...more jobs...but no luck..we did leave a few notes on houses that had no numbers....maybe something will spring out of it.....

I am starting to get worried and wondering if we are going to make it in time...I get scared about anything that concerns the kids and what they need.....my x husband made me an offer like yah right....i don't think so....his drunk lazy, mood elevating ass don't deserve my attention...and after spending 7 yrs with him that was plenty....

as for me and ronnie we r still getting along fairly well...i don't know maybe he knows if i wanted to i could walk away and leave him stuck....so far i have 400 saved for the move plus a money order that ronnie gave me 4 the electric bill...i am holding it just incase...so thats 550.... I found out that a whole sale company is comming to town...now these people come in once a year 4 two days...they pay great....and its not that hard to punch keys on a cash regester....

i figure if they will let me wk I could wk at least 10 hrs a day and then make about 200 xtra $ twords the move...every one send ur vibs this way I need all the good vibs i can get....

if this happen though I promise u i will b beat both days....standing on ur feet pulling and tugging on tools and other heavy stuff all day will leave me tired...so if this happens please don't hold against me if I don't write.....

I'll write when I can and fill u in on my progress.....

anyway I am tired, will catch u later.....bye bye...

JESILYN

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