Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

Today is one of those days when I wish I could just stay in bed, keep my head covered and hybernate. But, life goes on and I being a mother just can't do this....

Today I am not going looking instead I am gonna use this day to pack what I can...its been a few days since I gave time to that...

I went to the fair grounds today and spoke to those Homier people...I was glad to hear that they hadn't filled the positions...I will get to wk there tues and wen. that will be long 10 hr shift. but another 180 in my pocket...YAH!!!!!

I know it aint much but it will help and I've never been up and beyond doing stuff like this...

tomorrow I'll be so tired...

I am reliving my teen age years...when rock was rock...vh1 is having an 80's count down....Now I feel old....but at the same time those songs and videos represent my whole child hood....Can I return to those simple years???? Sometimes I wonder what I'd do differantly...but then even if I had a choice I'd stay where I am...

any way I'm rambeling...

BYE

JESILYN

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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