Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

Life really sux...here I sit without my internet because my internet company has its head up its ass.... I made a payment on the 31 now for some crazy reason I have an account on hold...this definately is not funny!!!!! Some one somewhere is gonna catch hell.....

I am tired sore and grumpy...and my only true sorce of relaxation is unavailable.....just like last year I used muscles I totally forgot exisisted....even my ass is sore..and I never sat down....but I made almost 100.00 and that is just that much closer....not to mention I got dylan a few more birthday gifts....yes his b-day is thursday my next to oldest will be nine years old....

I'm becoming an old lady....lol.... just a few more months I'll be 29 one more year I'll be that dreaded 30!!!! AHHH!!! NO!!!! not going there tonight...am just too tired to even deal with the crazieness....

any way since I have no internet and I have sunk to a un happy mood I'm gonna close...hopefully I can post this tomorrow.....sorry everyone but it's not my fault.......

JESILYN

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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