Kids do some of the craziest things, let me tell you about my 4 yr old....This child has been doing silly things all day. This afternoon Ellie refused to stay at Head start... yes I allowed her to...how many parents do u know who can walk away from their scared child....NOT ME!!!!

any way she had taken off running twords her old class room, laughing talking about seeing Mrs. East... any way let me say that we couldn't get her into morning class.... Ellie found out that she wasn't in mrs. easts class.... then she realized she was in a class with all black students and black staff...not saying that she is prej... am saying she felt outta place.... she clung to me and wouldn't let go...begging mommy please take me home...she said, her body shaken by fear and her tears as big as rain drops....

But as soon as we got in van totally differant child!!!!! whats a mom to do...its not seperation anxiety its something else.....she says she not going tomorrow...its only pre K i won't force her.....

The second thing she did was a funny more up beat note... I have my 11 yr olds hampster cage on her tall dresser...ellie has found a way to get him out...she stands on the bed.holds the top of the door and swings to the short dresser where she stands there and reaches in the cage..gets franky..tosses him to the bed and grabbs door swings bach to bed and gets the hampster....this is a 4 yr old child.....i sware she is too crazy for her own good...and what a smart idea..but damn...I had to correct her for it....

Dylans birthday was today and i got him what I could...he liked his presents and I took cam pic's and posted in my #3 shoebox in my community...lol My boy is nine now...I feel old!!!! he is a handful but my only boy!!!!!

as for the house hunt...still no suscess....looked hard today and nothing....I have 6 days til court...whats a singel mom to do....getting more scared....I'm sure something will come up but boy, I am getting nervous...

No rambeling tonight....by the way...I got a free months internet 4 their mistake...yippy one less bill.....

take care...

Jesilyn

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