oh my...I have been neglecting my diary..I have a rather big gap in events...am about to try to gap these things if i can...the ct hearing with the land lord went fairly well...i feel i won b-cause i owe him nothing..and i got 18 days to move..no we do not know where we r going yet and i can only hope something comes my way soon...

as 4 those stupid worthless neighbors..I went over one issue today...there is now nutral territory between us and we r under order no contact...no words,jesters, crossing property..even after we move...tis finial..thank heavens..finially something done!!!!

had a really bad tooth ache yesterday...took a pain pill..and it made me so damn sick i thought i was dieing...of course i lived cause i am here writing u.... I must say I am a tough cookie...

as for the terrorism thing here in the usa..I am still shaken and in a way discusted...yet I have been carring on...i created a ribbon that i am telling every one they may use...in memorance of this awful event... today i dressed myself and my children in red white and blue... put ribbons in the girls hair and we picked up ribbons from a charity org. which is how i made the ribbon jpg i scanned it... any way we kept the car lights on...and instead of playing slug bug (the game where kids hit each other when they c a vw bug car) they played head lights...they counted about 200 cars w/ head lights on...and we only traveled about 15 minuets from home...I was very surprised to c that many in a town of such racism....but was glad!!!

any way I am so tired still have a few things to do b4 i go to bed...I am now doing alot of things...in and out of the guild..once i get use to doing these things i will b ok!!!

peace fill ur heart and souls...

Jesilyn

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