Isn't it funny how in a national desaster I think of love instead of revenge...I know I probably lost alot of my readers when they realized that the bitch in me went soft...but I am and will always be an humanitarian...and iffin no one likes it they can leave and not look back...yes i know this sounds awful but gezzzz, this era is based in personal views and being able to hold our own opinions...so being the way I am shows I'm an individual....I'm not gonna follow the crowd iffin I don't believe in them. I wanna be remembered in life as someone who stands and races for her beliefs....

The house is comming along and we will be moving on the 26th...can't wait country life no more neighbors,trains or caged children and petz.....freedom atlast....not to mention my own room...no more sleeping on the couch to get away from rl and the tv,his lack of attention... this is my stretch 4 independance and i'm running w/ it. its also my way of saying kiss my ass i can make it even with u in my house...I know u r thinking why do i keep him around but, thats simple...neither of us have a way to move on our own and by all means i do still love him...

i'm still sick damn nose is on vacation it ran away... and if anymore pressure inflates my head i will surely float away...the worse is karin who is running a high temp. kept her home fm school.... she has been laying around....but i'm sure she will b ok in a few days... me i hav to get these last few teeth out b4 they drive me nutz....

ok..I'm going....c soon

JESILYN

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