Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

figured out how I am going to make myself feel better...hope i can sleep after all this reliving the past...but for me it is somin I have to do and I'm sry if it upsets ppl...I have to release what is haunting my heart....as I said b4 he spent alot of time professing his love then clames that I stocked him...this still bothers me...so here I go setting the story strait sry if these r not in order but I didnt do a very good job at storing them in order...anyhow...heres the proof that clears my name....(letters from him and clips of conversations continued through out the next few entrys)

Wed, 27 Jun 2001 05:53:50 -0700

Good Morning Love, As you guessed, I was sick yesterday. My throat is still a bit sore. Oh well what can you do right. Well I will be working all week to make up the 2 days I took off this week. I am sorry that I have not been going on line to chat, but I think that it is best at this point just to let us cool off, I still love you as much as ever, but the facts are that we are not going to be together any time soon. I hope your date with the cowboy goes well. I do want you to be happy. Well I do need to do some work, so I am going to cut this off here. I Love You. Martin

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

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"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

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"Good things come to those who wait."

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"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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