I think I will take a moment to thank all my friends new and old for taking up for me like u r..It's not everyday that a person finds a family as I have found with the wpg... and etha my dear sister I know u may not agree with my path but u have been wonderful and supportive...thank u all very much... (((Huggys)))

I know many of u are wondering how I feel at this point...to be honost numb...I keep asking myself if i feel crazy yet of course the lil' voice inside says who me nah...never!!!

have u ever known that u r right yet for some reason you just can not take pride in it..well thats where i am right now...

Still thinking about this attack and everything that I am feeling...love is still floating in my heart and yet so much pain.....

I believed in love and honosty...I stand for what I believe in... sure from time to time I find that I have made mistakes don't everyone?????

with this situation I am trying to be strong and keep my beliefs infront of my pain and let the powers that may take control...not always an easy task...

I garentee I will have alot of meditation to do this evening, to clear my mind and rest.....blanketing all the hostility and negitive energy has not been easy and I am emotionally drained...tis just a faze though and it shall pass....

thanks again everyone for being beside me,infront of me and behind me...sending the vibs that I need to continue to remain calm and level headed....((huggys)))

bye bye

JESILYN

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