I got the kids to school no thans to ronnie boy am i good I fixed what he fucked up again...now to c what happens next!!! will he continue to tear up his own van in a vandictive nature...oh well..tis his fault...I'm only along 4 the ride...by the 1st I will get this car fixed and by all means strip that van of its tags and insurance and iffin he messes with me further I will throw his ass out against my nature...

Love is strange u put up w/ so much shit I sware... but these r choices that we make and I am taking responcibility for it....i take some shit but know the word defence also....

and this man is learning that too.....am I cruel no I don't think so..I am a person who will bend over backwards and stays quiet until I am backed into a corner which I do admit has been happening alot over the last few weeks...but in time this too shall pass and life will get back to normal...quite the optimist I am..

now on to the prior topic.... as I drove the kids to school...I began thinking about things and realize that this situation is a lose lose situation...who knows how long it will go on..

I do find it funny that if he feels this way and everything said is from him then he should have wrote it himself and proved it...I told him months back that I wanted him to look in my eyes and tell me so I knew it was him but noooo, this is not what it is....personally I think it is her but this is yet to b proven....he had stars in his eyes yes but love in his heart a love that he will not soon forget...with that I'm gone!!!!

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