Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

Tue, 12 Jun 2001 07:59:20 -0700

Jesi,

First let me say that I did as you asked and put Etha

on my blocked list...I want to rip her apart and show

her how pathetic she is, but I did not.

Second what I want from you is LOVE. Same as I always

have wanted. I love you, but I can not show my love in

the ways I had wanted. For nor we must be friends, but

I love all of my friends...if I can not love a person

why would I be there friend. I know things are not

going to be easy, but we are worth the pain. I have

told Mary about our playing on the computer, she does

not get it, but she is not really upset by it.So I say

we build again for here.

And last but not least...I want to keep them, and you

knnow what I mean. Pictures are nice, but this is so

much more you...it is a reminder for me that you are

in fact real. So unless you really get pissed at me or

really beg for them back... they will be what ties me

to you.

I Love You

Martin Darkwolf

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

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"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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