Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

there that took enough time to copy paste into my dairy...but well worth the effort....he has pushed my heart too far and in my own defence I hav published quite a few of his letters and our conversations....at least ppl know the truth...i am no saint...but I am not pure evil like he would like everyone right now to think...stalking him SHIT!!!!! I only wanted to be apart of his life....and look where that got me...hurt!

do I hate him now...hell no...I still love him just as much as I ever did...I just hope he gets caught up in reading these entrys and finds that code of honor he was so proud of, gets off his high horse and rights the wrongs...then again i am no judge of charector...i allowed myself to become intangled into his web....

with that i will close.....

JESILYN

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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