Date: Wed, 27 Jun 2001 11:25:44 -0700 (PDT)

From: "blazing angel_73" | Block Address | Add to Address Book

Subject: some things for u to comment on........(Soon Please)

To: [email protected]

sweetheart these are just a few of the questions that haunt me inside, It is difficult to hold on tight when It feels like everything is comming to an end...I feel like i'm living a nightmare.....one day I am happier than I have been in ages, then the next I am empty like a cookie jar around a bunch of kids.......I know alot of my problem today is pms but, my insecurity isn't getting any better any other time either....I'm frustrated, confused, angry and hurt.......at the same time I am hopeful, optimistic and very much still in love, desiring what I I believe is my destany.... Baby I love you with all my heart and soul..... I am trying to be strong but each day that passes makes me wonder if I'm clinging to something I will never enjoy, a life that has long since left me behind.....Featuring I can't even view the light of the tunnel anymore , alone feel the rays of sunshine on my face......This is all just too much......

forever and always, jesilyn

1. how long do u expect this to continue? ( and what are u're plans)( is this what I should expect to continue

2. Has Mary even told you about the letters?( if so what has she said)

3. Does the situation eat at you like it does me?

4. Do you ever really, (be honost now) expect Mary to give in to you?

5. How do you expect me to react?

6. when r u gonna respond to the emails(you know I send stuff I want answers to)?

7. Are you gonna eventually fade off into the sunset again?

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