After careful concideration I have decided to post yet a few more letters including some of the ones that I have written to him. Reason being that It has been said that I never posted the ones that I wrote. Didn't see a point in it until now. It is my opinion that wondering minds want to know what all this talk of stalking is about so I went into yahoo and looked through saved email letters and began to count. I had saved the letters that I had written so that one day If ( and I do say if) that day comes I have the proof that I tried and this time it can not be said that jesilyn walked away because I didn't without trying repeatedly. I counted twenty letters that had been written between last email contact which was on June 26, 2001 where he told me he loved me. to the recent email contact telling me to stop which happens to be the first time he had emailed me in months. although if you look back at my diary you will see where I did call him in july and he spoke very civily to me. (He didn't tell me not to call back) before I start this with the next entry I am gonna summorize the letters here by date and the number of letters sent.

I am hopeful that the whole stalking thing will drop here for you can not stalk someone who never said stop. after his 1st post in my diary (iffin in fact it was him) I never wrote him another email.......

List of emails I sent Martin

6-26-01 = 2 emails

6-27-01 = 6 emails

6-29-01 = 2 emails

7-01-01 = 1 email

7-07-01 = 1 email

7-17-01 = 1 email

8-06-01 = 2 emails

8-23-01 = 1 email

approx 10-08-01 = 1 email

then the nasty note came in telling me to stop...

so stalk this !!!! and read on iffin you were the one who said I never published anything I wrote.

If you find this offensive go away and don't return this is my diary and I will post what ever I want!!!!!

Jesilyn

P.S. I have to pick up my daughter when I return I will finish posting the letters...thanks for ur patients.

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