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letters to and from june 25 2001

2001-10-11             8:03 p.m.

 

 

Date: Mon, 25 Jun 2001 15:52:52 -0700 (PDT)

From: "blazing angel_73" | Block Address | Add to Address Book

Subject: Re: still at work

To: "Martin Jarrell"

thank you.....I know what shes feeling and i understand.....I don't wanna c her hanging all over you any way.....I would however like to be kept a little more informed about things.....It bothers me the child like ways of it all, and the anger rages at times.... give me credit I have not went off half cocked and cussed her out yet and i do say yet....not that i haven't had the urge u know me....i get the urges quite easy.....I don't think she will ever b comfortable with me...she knows too much not to.......Baby I know after that night we talked and i refused control that I will always have a place with in ur heart...by the way i'm talking to her now...love ya ,

jesilyn

Martin Jarrell wrote:

Yup I am still here. To answer you question, I am

mostly getting hell for moving behind Mary's back

trying to set it up to have you out here with us. What

can I say when I set on a goal, I get big blinders on

to the rest of the world. We will get thru this. Mary

right now is scaired of you, she is not sure if you

are going to try to force her out of my life. I am

doing my best to reassure her that that will never

happen. So I am spending all my time with her. I do

love you but this is what I need to concentrate on.

Ok now you should not be feeling like a shroom.

I love you, and I miss you.

Martin

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