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Today I managed to get alot done...maybe thats because I stayed outta chat more...not something I do very often...I got my bedroom clean and packed up some of the summer clothes after all wearing shorts at this time of year is asking for a frost bit tushy....

I worked strongly on my web pages to get a good start on my poetry section...I now have six of my poems done still wanna find some pictures to put on them but I'll worry about that later...first I wanna get them on line linked to my pages...

Sweetest day was a flop Ronnie and I fought and that was that...I did send out 1 card to am good friend Dougy...and had thoughts about someone special. but that was it...the romance in my life lives solely in my heart and mind...

I got to talk to my soon to b x-husbands nephew (my nephew) tonight...that poor kid has lived a life of hell and because of the lack of attention in his life he has been placed in a boys home...personally i would like to slap the jerks for that...7months of his life has been wasted and why because his mother can't get her sshit together....its sad...I'll never understand ppl...he called me needing attention and I gave it to him (as always).... we talked for almost 3 hrs...him laying his soul out...and me feeling like crap cause I'm not in Ohio to take care of him...

He wants to run away and come here to stay between mine and his uncles house...I have mixed emotions about this...after all I know he is not being cared 4 there and I fear if we turn him away that he will again turn to the streets....but at the same time iffin I was to take him in and hide him I could loose everything..I told him I would talk to my x and see what he said after all the kid would hav to stay there under the circumstances...I know my thoughts will be on what he told me all night..I know I'll fight sleep just thinking about the horrible things that has happen.

anyway it's almost 3am I know I'll b woke up earley so I guess I'll close for now...

MP.....

Blazing Angel

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