Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

During medatation last night I spent alot of time focusing on certain problems....I found myself requesting justice and enforcement of the rede...

It is not my place to make suggestions about how this should be carried out...

I can no longer deal with the living arrangements of this house and that man... The scissor situation has brightened my view and I feel the need to seek change...

I brought these issues along with personal issues to the great divine ...

this morn when I awoke I felt well rested. my mind felt clear and to top it off I got what I believe to be a sign...

the phone rang. it was a person who had gotten my flyers (blazing angels interior truck cleaning) after months of nothing....I almost turned it away...but this feeling came over me...and I felt the urge to go....I walked away with money in my pocket and a feeling of self confidence...I am sure this will b a repeat customer and maybe a person who will spread the word about my wk. eventually maybe my dreams will become reality.

but above all I feel that change is in my close future .....

well...anyway..I am off to the candle lit bubble bath that is calling my name.....the scent of lavender....mmmmmm I can't wait.

take care....

B.A.

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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