Hello ppl:

Just a few lines to say I am still alive and making it through the visit with his kids...Since I am here I am gonna comment about a entry in my guest book.

Moi I appreciate your opinion I really do but I have moved on with my life what happen between me and martin was a complete mistake...mainly because I was fed a line of bull shit. I will always care for him but now that I know his true self I can only thank the powers that be that my mistake wasn't bigger. He could have ruined my life...

I agree that my choice of men over the years haven't exactly been good for me and I have learned valuable lessons from my mistakes.

One day I know Mr. Right will walk into my life but for now I am playing with the cards that I've been dealt. Not always a fun game of cards but being a surviver has never been easy...

As for what you said concerning Mary (martins g/f not wife) I have explained that before...Martin was adament that he was in an open relationship. I was not always open to his ideas and refused the idea for a long time knowing that most wemon would not go for what he wanted...again he was pushing the issues...my love for him was true and my feelings loyal....I will never regret that part.

I can not change the past and will not even try...movin on has been the better thing to do.

I have not called, emailed, messenged or otherwise tried to contact him or her in any way..there is no reason....leave the past behind me....let it dye out....

Even if he and her ended today I would not want him any more...his lies, deception and over all cruelty to my son could never be forgiven....that is that...

Now that I have made comment I am going to lay down....hopefully I will not have to deal with any more shit about this subject for awhile....

B.A.

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