i realize that i hav been neglecting my diary...for that I am sorry....but over the last week I have been preoccupied and spending time with a very special friend. Ihave touched bases about this friend in the past few entrys...but things have gotten should i say intense.

all day I wait for him to get home...its his words that hav some how brought my life a new light....

his words echo through my mind and inspire my thinking to climb to new levels....this is much more than an ordenary connection...its an awsome friendship....passionate conversations about life,fantasy, and emotions...

I don't expect to ever be in his arms...(although I find myself dreaming about it) I am just gonna take it slow, enjoy the attention and let nature run its course....K-sir-ah-sir-ah what ever will be will be.....oh ok....no song...but I'm sure u know where i'm comming from....

i never believed that one could become so attached to some one on the net. but I have learned thru trial and error with Martin that this can happen ...so i do not doubt the feelings that are surfacing now....

I guess its so easy to open up on line because no one is watching...its always easy to walk away...the hard part is knowing that if it were another life time or closer distance that it just might work out...I am optimistic and loyal to that.....but reality is givin me a huge thump on the back of the head.....

So if I am slow with entrys , just know that i am sopending time w/ some one special...who is making me very happy!!!!

B.A.

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