Today I'm in one of those bla bla moods....maybe its PMS maybe its the fact that my new love isn't here tonight...he is away with his family....

I wish I could go home...my family is on line scattered accrossed the world. I am speakin of the WPG! we r family and I hav grown attached to many there... My real family isn't involved much so this is all I have.

At this time a dear friend of mine is faced with a old love that wants her back and a new relationship who wants to hold on...I hope everything wks out for her....I feel bad because everyone involved is family....and I guess its the old childhood fears creepin up and bitin my ass....hell if I know...

it just seems like one of those nights...I know things will be differant tomorrow...but that feels like 4 ever and a day....

I just wanted to let everyone know that I had made it through another day...

The last couple weeks have been so wonderful...makes me feel like slappin myself 4 this out of the blue depression that by all means is worthless! So what if I am sittin home alone in front of a pc while the kids r sleepin and,the one thing I want is 3000 miles away in Washington.. Does that give me the right to b sad? what happen to miss optimistic....I know when alone she actually thinks about reality...GUESS WHAT REALITY BITES!

ok I'm gonna step down and call it a nite...hope u all a good evening...

Remember if you're ever gonna c a rainbow u've gotta stand a lil rain!

BA

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