Fantasy Verses Reality

 

A very discriptive story

2001-12-30             6:53 a.m.

 

 

This is a story I wrote for my new love...I feel it is best placed here as it tells the story of the last few weeks in my life....If you find passion and love beyond your likings great if you think that I'm crazy your probably right no matter what this story brings to mind for you know that I am reaching a point where I know happieness again...and will feel complete when reality matches my wonderful story:

let it begin:

once apon a time there was a woman who lived with a evil wicked troll.... who paid apsolutely no attention to her. thru out the last few years she had became very lonely, she decided to buy a computer so that she could hav some contact with the out side world. through out the next year she met many ppl, and they came in and out of her life never really leaving a mark...one day she became interested in a new game where she joined a guild. as the days passed she got to know many interesting ppl and made a whole new family. she recieved a new momma, several aunties and a strange unkie.... within a while she felt comfortable....yet there was still somin missing......

every day she would spend countless hrs with the new found family and yet every evening durin the normal adult hot tub time she felt outta place...mainly because she didnt feel comfortable playin with the family members involved...then one day she met some one new....some one who had sent an email about a week before....some one who seemed to b totally differant....when he entered the room she couldnt help but notice that there was an attraction....a definate pull...a spiritual pull....

that night they spent time getting to know each other....it was instant comfort as if two sould who were destant had finially found each other.

that night something happen...from out of the mist of darkness came a spark...a new light to brighten the womans world.... she found passion and understandiung and began to hav feelings for the kindered spirit....

that night as she slept she could think of nothing else except the wonderful man she had met.....the next day she waited to c if hed return...and sure enough he did...by then she felt comfortable, no longer lonley and durin hot tub time they splashed and played...bringin a new type of feelings........they began to open up to each other....about their secrate feelings , likes and desires...realizin that each had the others total attention....the woman began to notice how the man picked up on her needs...as he did the 1st time she recieved the email....she felt almost complete...and feelings started to grow...

as the nights passed she felt more and more comfortable with this man...feelings started to rise and she noticed that there was a bond between them like she had never felt before....by then she already had labled him her teddy as he brought a sence of security to her life...makin her smile when everything else made her frown.

one day the two were discussing life and love and happieness when they realized that in a short period of time they had fallen very much in love...

now the bad part of this was that there living conditions created a weakness....she lived on one coast with the troll and her children...while he lived on the other with some one else (<= wont b cruel) 3000 miles seperated the two and yet love continued to grow...

over the next couple weeks they realized that they had found happieness within the other person...and every moment with out him she felt empty......they began to discuss makin more perminate arrangements and this just sent the woman into a fantasy life...dreams of togetherness filling her mind..as she already knew what to do to make him happy... in her fantasys he was there sweeping her off her feet...in real llife she recieved bueatiful love poems and all the attention a woman could crave was granted....

now in her dreams she had him...she could feel his arms around her, his heart beating in her ear...his touch like the softness of a rose , his hold as secure as as the heavens....

she could feel his breath on her neck and the tenderness of his lips....the passion was amazing for what was only a dream....

she could feel as his fingers would roll dn her body caressing every inch...

she could get lost in the eyes and know peace exsisted.

she imagined the man taken her in his arms, passionately kissing her holding her in a locking grip..... running his hands down her back lifting her shirt to take it off...then unfastening her bra...and removing it dropping it to the ground...

kneeling he began to unfasten her pants slowly pulling them dn....and then taking them off

leaving her standing in just her silk black panties which cut high on her hips...

she invisioned as he leaned her backwards ever so slowly onto the bed.....leaning forward to kiss her stomach and then run his tongue down her stomach until he reached her rose bud...

: where he began to send her into the depts of extasy

she could feel as he entered one finger into her wetness long enough to lubricate it..then ever so gently he began to press it deep within her back side.....releasing passion that she had long since forgotten...

she was lost in the moment and enjoyment when just before she had a chance to release he raised to take her in his arms....(first wiping his face) he began to passionately kiss her lips she could feel herself becomming more and more aroused and just about the time she thought she couldnt hold out any longer he leaned over and gave her exactly what she had been craving....slowly and tenderly he inched himself into her....applying a lil more pressure until he was completely inside...

she could feel as their spirits entwined and the passion exploded......again she became closer to exploding when he gently lifted and rolled her onto her stomach.....at that point she was over excited and reaching the hight of extasy....she bent forward and pressed backwards as he held her hips and pulled twords himself.

slowly she helped to guide him into her this time not where it was once b4 this time a much more sacrid place......as the head slid in it was tender and gentel. and she craved it more and more w/ every section...

in the beginnin it was gental and slowly began to get faster...she began to press against him harder and faster...and became totally wrapped in the pleasures that her body was recieving...

she could feel the throbbing of his rod as he entered and left she knew in the matter of no time they both would reach the point of climax.....egar to release she found it harder to hold herself up...her legs shaking from the sinsations...

thats when he pulled out again turning her over and placing himself deep within her holding her hands in his and passionately kissing her lips...

squeels of excitement left her as her body trimbled with his embrace....

in a single moment of time it happen ...like the perfect dream they both released the passion between them bonded for what seems like eturnity....they could feel as every ounce of energy left their bodys through their fingers and toes........he passionately kissed her lips and rolled to hold her...her head resting on his shoulder to where she could again listen to the raging of his heart....lost in paradise of a dream she felt the love she wanted to share with the man that had captured her heart.....and she held tight to the hope that in short time they would be able to feel that same passion but this time in real life....(I LOVE YOU! DAVID!)

Blessings All

BA

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