Every day that reaches forward is another step closer to the happieness that I seek. although windy and extreamly steep I am climbin the mountain. I am reachin for the happieness that I have so long desired...every day takes me that much closer. I am now preparin 4 my move which is headed twords a very special man.

I have built a new family with the WPG , a family that has provided love and support beyond expectations. How could i have ever known that the events of the past year would lead to such wonderful new beginnings and a path of happieness.

I met my fellow sammach girl (a term that is used for aryns assistants in the wpg) I drove almost 2 hrs to meet her and what a person she turned out to be...I hope the future allows us to spend more time....

In Feb. I hav company commin from Georgia. A very special couple who hav been there 4 me in some of my darkest times...I can't wait to meet them in real life even though I feel I've known them 4 ever and a day. If everything between me and SG wks out It will be this couple and their 3rd partener that will join SG and I together in a formal ceramony...Yes u heard me right I am planning to unite with him.

Love does strange things to a person...and even though some ppl will think horrible thoughts its the happieness of myself and my kids that matter most to me...

the events of the last 2 days were stressin...we got stuck in NC and about froze before help arrived...the altinator locked up on the van. and life was hard until we got home...I was devistated to be away from SG and my family on new years which happens to b a annaversary day 4 me and him....My plans were crushed...but thanks to my family I wasnt alone...they provided callin cards and I was able to keep intouch and in the same they kept SG informed...it feels good to feel wanted and needed again....when i got home and turned on my pc...they were waitin excited and showerin me with attention...what a group i'm in...

the snow here has gotten rather deep over the last few hrs even though pretty I hate it...all that white cold shit every where and I hav to drive tomorrow...it sux...oh well...thats winter 4 u...it won't b that long til spring I HOPE!

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hav a good one

BA

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