Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

I just woke up its the middle of the night, this is the second time tonight. I had a strange dream a few hours ago about my father who I seldome even think about.... in the dream he called, it was in referance to my life story on line....hum, strange since my father never takes interest in my life. It was a defince call....he was wanting me to rewrite it leaving out what he had done...I held tight told him to kiss my ass and woke up b 4 i could finish my dream....I hav no idea what triggered that shit, but oh well....

I haven't gotten to talk to David all day, a big bummer since i have only missed a few days since Dec. One day without talking to him feels like eturnity. leaving an empty feeling in my heart....he means so much to me.... his neices r staying this week and this means that his time is with them...after all he won't c them after the move...he is training one of his neices in self sought paths...the shadow world...not easy in such short time...but the child needs guidence....and he is the only one w/ experiance so it's his job....I admire his efforts...wish I had of gotten that when I started my own path...

any way I guess I will return to bed, doon't look like I am gonna get to c him tonight...

Blessed B!

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

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"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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