Thanks MOI I appreciate the warm feelings, I wish it were under better circumstances but, not possible at this time.

Last night was rough, I don't know who woke up with more nightmares me or the kids. I still feel numb and yet like I could cry at any time....life has a way of screwing up most of my plans this just happens to be another one of those situations...

The powers that be must have really wanted him for somin special . he was a good pup, friendly and fun loving, playful and good with the kids....he was just head strong and courious leading him to the streets....what is it about dogs and chasing cars....why didn't he learn the 1st time....I'll never know.

My belly is still sore but is lookin clean...I still can't believe I went and shoved a needle in my belly. I just keep cleaning it and hoping that it don't get infected like other ppl's that I have seen. the kids are amused by what I did....

oh well....I think I am just gonna climb back in bed.....my nose is running my head stuffy and my throat hurts, as if depression isn't bad enough...b4 I go I guess I'll call the guy about the car give him an altimatium. fix my car or I'll find some one else who wants the money more...

I guess thats it I'll keep you informed about the way we are feeling.....

BA

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