Today has been fun...I went to the dr. they doubled my zoloft (antidepressants). I hope it makes me get my head together i hav alot to do and lil time to do it. I found out I have strep throat. and the dr. is watching my brusing body closely. he says that it could be anything causing these bruises to happen so easy.

Other than that I went house hunting today...no luck drove 2 hrs away and found nothin....its another sad search...I am going back Sat. and lookin more...I hope I don't hav to stay in south boston...ewwwwww! David would hate it here.

I hav a lil over a week and still havn't found a house...i bet i don't make my goal....

I went lookin at dresses on line today to c what I could find for my ceramonys...I found a few really great ones but these are my two favorites. I get all excited when I look at em...Yes I know they are not traditional But neither am I.. I want this to be special and nothin says Queen like velvet! Purple is my color and black my passion...the older fashion is wonderful...I can always wear em to a Renassance festival in later years. THEY R BUEATIFUL! This is My Handfasting Dress and This is My Wedding Dress

I just got to hope my dreams come true.... I am so attached to that man! Totally head over heals in LOVE with him.

Over the last few days our time has been short his neices r takin his time...I won't complain too much...but I miss him somin terrible... I am not use to having to wait to c his face...I have been spoiled by his time and attention. Not easy to share that but I manage.

anyway I am gonna carry my ass to bed...I have had a long last few days...and its gettin longer by the minuet...

BA

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